Really Don’t Mind if You Sit this One Out: My Love of Music


This is another personal post where you get to learn more about the man behind the camera.

Since I was fairly young I have had a love of music. I still remember as a young kid helping my dad work on his model train layout while he had the 70s progressive rock band Yes playing in the background. I think this played a major role in me later growing to love progressive rock (commonly referred to by the short hand prog).

Even though I have enjoyed listening to music from a young age I have never spent much time learning how to play music. I had a friend who could play guitar and I remember staying up late with him one night as he tried to show me how to play some basic riffs. I kept failing miserably, so he got frustrated and I eventually gave up. Since I had had approximately eight years of martial arts experience, the muscle memory in my hands has been trained to go in certain directions far different from where they need to be to play guitar (or similar instrument). I figure retaining the muscle memory for self defense is more practical than learning an instrument.

This interest (and appreciation) for music was heightened when I was in college by a lecture from my professor David Turner. DT (as we called him) gave a lecture about appreciating other craftsmen (regardless of trade). This lecture really stuck with me and helped me learn to appreciate other art forms such as music.


After college (when I started to become influenced by sounder theology) I was very convicted that I had let music an idol for me. I was wasting to much time listening to music and some of the things I was listening to were to vulgar. I almost cut out music from my life altogether. As C.S. Lewis wrote about in his famous book “The Screwtape Letters” the devil’s always encourage extremes. In 2015 and 2016 I was so focused on studying things and redeeming the time that even the Lord’s Day was so full of reading theological books that I never really rested. In 2017 I decided to make an active choice of incorporating rest and some leisure activities into my schedule. One of these things was music. I went thru my iTunes and looked thru the lyrics of the various albums I had on their. A few were removed due to having things I couldn’t listen to in good conscious but most got to stay. I still won’t listen to music if it has vulgar or raunchy lyrics even if it is in the style of music I like.

A lot of people who have met me more recently are surprised that I have always enjoyed music so much. Because I had made it into an idol at a young age I’m very intentional about not spending much money, time, or thought on it as I did when I was younger. I also think the obsession many people have with music (especially less aesthetically pleasing genres) helps contribute to the perpetual youth culture which plagues my generation. Therefore I keep this pastime to a minimum to prevent it from becoming an idol.



As I had stated prior my favorite genre of music is prog rock. I almost exclusively listen to this genre. There are other styles of music such as classical, jazz, and jam bands that every time I hear them I enjoy, but I have yet to delve deeply into those styles like I have with prog. I particularly like prog because it has always strived to take rock music to a higher form of art than other subgenres of rock music. Many of its albums are conceptual telling a story and has very technical virtuoso musicianship. The length of many songs (and their complexity) border on that of classical music with a few of my favorite songs being over 20 minutes long. Prog also heavily borrows from various other genres such as jazz, classical, folk, and rock creating unique musical compositions.

Even though I think he would probably deem the prog rock genre a type of pop music, a YouTube video by Roger Scruton called The Tyranny of Pop Music perfectly describes (in a far better way than I can) why I like this complex thought provoking music over the common radio friendly pop songs. Charles Spurgeon mentions in one of his sermons that there is a learning curve to appreciate art and I think that is especially true of this genre of music. It takes time to appreciate songs over 20 minutes long with extensive soloing all with a fantasy story interwoven between the various other songs on the album. For those interested in the genre this article from The American Conservative is a great start and written far better than anything I could write.


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